Tribe.net. Local Connections vbm http://PRVA.tribe.net/thread/1b792f38-051e-490a-976d-8cc71361e05e 2005-07-02T08:56:52Z 2005-07-02T08:56:52Z

<div>why does it hurt so bad? <br/>Kick me <br/>scream at me <br/>insult <br/>it's all my fault <br/> <br/>never again <br/>I tell myself <br/>lies <br/>why can't I be strong? <br/>what draws me to you <br/>your abuse <br/>why can't I break free <br/>what is there for me <br/>more taunting <br/>more gauging my heart <br/>destroy me <br/> <br/>I slither slowly <br/>unhuman anymore <br/>a slug <br/>no dignity <br/>what have I done <br/>insults hurled at me from every side <br/>jealous hearts enfold me <br/>encamp about me <br/>hating me for naught <br/> <br/>happy by myself <br/>this should not be the norm <br/>I ache to be <br/>a part of something <br/>acceptable <br/> <br/>My heart bleeds at every turn <br/>what is there to hate? <br/>I only want to love <br/>to be more than I am today <br/> <br/>Where is that someone <br/>those someones whose hearts will embrace <br/>console <br/>bring life to this dead soul <br/>make me whole <br/>more complete than I am <br/> <br/>what is my destiny <br/>should I always feel the sting <br/>of others who desire <br/>to birth a piercing wound to my soul <br/>I lament like a widow <br/>whose children died at birth <br/> <br/>Of man <br/>where can I turn? <br/>Lord, you are with me <br/>your words heal the torment <br/>I need somebody here <br/>to continue your work <br/> <br/>Fallen angel <br/>I've come to be <br/>my sin ever before me <br/>who can blame me <br/>longing to be loved <br/>needed and nursed <br/>like a child back to health <br/> <br/>The warmth of arms around me <br/>kisses flood my face <br/>yet in moments so short <br/>I'm pushed from his embrace <br/>here they come again <br/>the offending words and actions <br/>that scathe my heart raw <br/> <br/>like an animal I've come to hide <br/>wincing when voices are near <br/>cowering when extremities come too close <br/> <br/>What is my destiny <br/>I feel so trapped inside <br/>unloved <br/>unholy <br/>unnecessary to this life <br/> <br/>I want to offer more <br/>what is this curse I bear <br/>when will it be broken <br/>my life is halfway gone <br/> <br/>tired of waiting <br/>tired of fighting for my sanity <br/>the life of my love is nearing death's door <br/>drained of compassion <br/>my heart weeps bitter tears <br/>trying to be love <br/>a light in the darkness <br/>the light dwindles in sorrow <br/>fuel for the soul has been spilt <br/> <br/>becoming something I loathe <br/>mimicking those who torture and kill <br/>the core of a soul <br/>what has become of me? <br/>shall I always be <br/>never loved wholey and completely <br/>in the human race <br/></div> <div> posted in <a href="http://PRVA.tribe.net">Poor Republican Visual Artists</a> - 0 replies </div>

vbm 2005-07-02T08:56:52Z Melody http://PRVA.tribe.net/thread/e951c86e-8ee7-4a0e-a2ed-cb8e3be8bfaa 2005-03-22T21:35:47Z 2005-03-07T20:27:43Z

<div>Its glad to know I'm not alone. :) Good to find you.</div> <div> posted in <a href="http://PRVA.tribe.net">Poor Republican Visual Artists</a> - 1 reply </div>

Melody 2005-03-07T20:27:43Z vbm http://PRVA.tribe.net/thread/8a4b83ce-2817-4da8-8c84-043bd71604f8 2004-10-25T05:05:43Z 2004-09-06T01:59:10Z

<div>so join! Thanks. :D</div> <div> posted in <a href="http://PRVA.tribe.net">Poor Republican Visual Artists</a> - 1 reply </div>

vbm 2004-09-06T01:59:10Z vbm http://PRVA.tribe.net/thread/ac9a661b-5a86-4f92-b605-6000924191f2 2004-09-08T12:39:56Z 2004-09-06T00:47:44Z

<div>Hello, and welcome to PRVA.</div> <div> posted in <a href="http://PRVA.tribe.net">Poor Republican Visual Artists</a> - 25 replies </div>

vbm 2004-09-06T00:47:44Z http://PRVA.tribe.net/thread/e06d1ced-5c1d-4c7e-be63-6f1208efd3fc 2004-09-06T06:51:58Z 2004-09-06T06:30:51Z

<div>Dunno. When I see the acronym PRVA, my mind automatically wants to pronounce it as "PERVA". Is this a reflection on me? </div> <div> posted in <a href="http://PRVA.tribe.net">Poor Republican Visual Artists</a> - 1 reply </div>

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